At the end of the year it is common to have a host of charities come knocking at one's mailbox or email address, seeking donations in support of their cause. Some of these are very beneficial, others can be little more than scams with very little going to the people they are purporting to help. At such times it is important to remember what the giving of charity should be about. The real purpose of charity is to see that a person doesn't need charity, or only needs it for a short period of time. Too often this principle is violated, especially so by the largess of governments who seem to prefer to foster dependency as a way of legitimizing their continued power. When was the last time a governmental program was cancelled because it was no longer needed?
Thursday, January 6, 2022
Saturday, June 29, 2013
The Joy of Being a Burden
Recently I have
been coming upon articles and books which speak of burdensomeness. It’s not a concept we like to hear. One frequently hears the view expressed among
the infirm elderly “I don’t want to be a burden to anybody”. It is difficult for us to admit that we need
help. We don’t want to be a bother to
others.
We live in a
world that is enamored with power and strength. With the evolutionary model of
the survival of the fittest before our eyes, we hesitate to admit weakness,
believing that it shows us in a bad light.
Our society is glamorized by self independence, evidenced by all of the
self-help manuals on the market. We are
programmed by our society to avoid being dependent on others. Unfortunately, holding this attitude has had
a devastating effect on the family and the church. It makes us afraid to admit our own weaknesses. Deep inside our hearts we know we have them. Since no one talks about them, it becomes
very easy to think that we alone have such problems. This leads to discouragement, and can even
lead us away from faith.
But in both church and family, weakness is
essential if we are to live in community.
Dietrich Bonhoeffer, in his book Life Together says that “not
only do the weak need the strong, but also that the strong cannot exist without
the weak”. He further adds that it is
only the weak that prevent the death of a fellowship. The Anglican theologian and pastor, John
Stott, near the end of his long life wrote in his book The Radical Disciple that
dependence is one of the most neglected areas of discipleship, concluding that
“we are all designed to be a burden to others”.
In his mid eighties, while preparing for a sermon he was to preach, he
fell, breaking a hip. Lying there,
unable to move, he was totally dependent on others. As he reflected on this event a couple of
years later, he concluded that total dependence is a place where radical
disciples need to be from time to time.
The film Driving Miss Daisy focuses on the tension between
dependence and independence. At its
beginning, fiercely independent Miss Daisy refuses to accept any help, not
wanting to be dependent on anyone. By
the end of the movie, ninety-seven year old Miss Daisy graciously accepts being
fed by her former chauffer.
Gilbert
Meilaender goes so far as to claim that “Is this not in large measure what it
means to belong to a family: to burden each other – and to find, almost miraculously,
that others are willing, even happy, to carry such burdens?” He adds that when we reject this, we cease to
live in a moral community which deserves to be called family. God has designed the life of the family, both
our nuclear and church families, to be one of “mutual burdensomeness”. We are to carry each other’s burdens. The
nuclear family which refuses to accept this role will cease to function as a
family. Likewise, the church which
refuses to bear each others burdens will cease to function as the church was
created to be.
Mutual sharing
of burdens allows us to care for each other. It also gives life giving freedom
to those who are suffering, enabling them to in turn care for others. We have two questions before us that we must
answer. Are we willing to carry another’s burden? Are we also willing to be a burden to
others? The answers may tell us a lot
about our faith.
Saturday, April 13, 2013
The Basic of Survival
The Jewish Rabbi, Abraham Heschel,
raises the question of how Judaism survived the assaults and challenges it has
faced through the centuries. Throughout
their history the Jewish people have again and again seen the decay of civilization,
have lived through persecutions and have been scorned with contempt. He notes that they kept their integrity alive
through “a commitment of heart and soul, love that goes with character and
conviction.” He alludes to the idea
that the focal point of Jewish survival is the belief that “God, Israel ,
and Torah are one.” He concludes that commitment
to these three inseparable, interdependent realities must be based on love to
be successful. Without a commitment to all three, faith becomes a two-legged
tripod which will soon collapse and die.
The same can be said for
Christianity as well. Our foundation
must be based on a commitment of love towards God, His word, and the Church. At a time when Christianity is considered
contemptible in the eyes of secular society, when we are being persecuted and
ostracized for our beliefs, having a balanced approach to all three is
crucial. If we discount one of them,
favoring the other two, we will eventually find ourselves in dire straits.
Without a strong faith in God, the
pressures surmounting us will eventually become overwhelming, leading us into
discouragement. This can lead us to
doubt God’s power and control over the forces that assail us. It then becomes much more difficult to
maintain a position of integrity in our culture. As fatalism makes its headway into our lives,
we experience paralysis, believing that this is just the way things are. Our moral outrage at evil begins to
disappear.
Without the strong presence of the
Word, we have little sense of God’s love and His expectations for us. Becoming biblically illiterate, we lose sight
of the fact that God is a relationship building God who deeply cares for us and
wants us to live incarnational lives.
Without an understanding of the nature of God’s gracious love for us,
without knowledge of his character our relationship with him becomes
diminished. As a result, we are unable
to represent Christ to the world.
It is also essential to be
connected to His Church. There are many
today who desire to follow Christ without identifying with the Church. But the Church is an adhesive, binding us
together in love as the body of Christ.
Without a strong identification with the Church we lose a connection
with his body that helps sustain us in the difficult times of our lives, and
gives us purpose in serving and ministering to others.
Triangles
are the strongest geometrical structures.
Unlike other geometrical figures, such as quadrilaterals, which can be
deformed easily, a triangle will hold its shape. The equilateral triangle, which may well be
the strongest because all three sides and angles are equal, is the type most
used in structural design. .
Just as it’s shape keeps it from
being deformed, the internal forces on all sides begin equal, so also a life
based equally on faith in God, immersion in His word, and identification with
His Church will be able to stand against the wiles of the roaring lion
devil. This three strand cord approach
to faith helps us stand firm as we live out our daily lives Because it is very
easy to get out of kilter, it is well worth asking ourselves from time to time
“How well balanced is the triangle of my life of faith in God?” “Do I have a love relationship with God, His
Word, and the Church?”
Sunday, January 27, 2013
The Entanglement of Right
The ancient
Greek king, Agamemnon, is most known for his role in the destruction of Troy
during the Trojan War. Less well known
are the dynamics in his family history which make him a tragic figure. The ancient Greek playwright, Aeschylus,
tells Agamemnon’s story in the three tragedies known as the Oresteia. Agamemnon and his brother Menelaus come to
their thrones largely through the atrocities committed by their father against
their uncle and cousins. When Menelaus’
wife, Helen, is seduced and taken to Troy ,
the brothers seek to punish the Trojans for the act. Like his father, Agamemnon
also commits atrocities. He sacrifices
his daughter in order to incur the favor of the gods in the war. Instead of merely punishing Helen’s lover, he
destroys the entire city. While he is
away, the one remaining cousin whom his father hadn’t killed seduces his wife
and gains control of his throne. Upon
Agamemnon’s return, his wife murders him along with the mistress he brought
back with him from the war. In turn
their son avenges his father’s death by killing his mother and Agamemnon’s
cousin. Each atrocity is justified as
the just punishment for the previous act.
The author of an introduction to Aeschylus’ work concludes that he is
not describing right versus wrong, but right versus right. But although each person defends his actions
as being appropriate for the situation, although each claims to be in the
right, things escalate and get out of hand.
They are caught up in entanglements.
In the end “Every correction is a blood-bath which calls for new
correction.” The Oresteia points out the
folly of accepting the viewpoint that the end justifies the means.
Today we
live in a world which is much like Agamemnon’s world. Our society is also caught up in
entanglements. We focus upon rights to a
large degree. We use them to justify our
actions. We falsely assume that actions
performed for the right reasons are acceptable, even if they are morally wrong;
whether it was the bombing of ROTC centers on campuses by anti war protestors
in the Vietnam era of the 1960s, or the bombing of abortion centers by anti
abortionists in the 1980s and 1990s, or the shady practices committed by our
political parties in most elections. Similar
to the actions described by the Greek playwright, basing our actions on the
philosophy that the end justifies the means is wrong.
As we have
moved into the twenty-first century, society’s focus on narcissistic rights has
come to the forefront, whether it is women’s rights, gay rights, illegal
alien’s rights, animal rights, etc. While
the issues involving rights are complex, and some of the concerns are
legitimate, many of the proffered solutions are troublesome. They have many of the same problems that
Aeschylus describes in his plays. We can
become so caught up in our own rights that we attempt to legitimize all of our
actions, moral or not.
Self
legitimization is dangerous precisely because it feeds upon the view that the
end justifies the means. When we accept this
view, it becomes easy to believe that as long as our purposes are achieved, it
makes no difference whether our actions are morally right or wrong.
It is also tragic when this
viewpoint occurs in the church, for it destroys Christ’s body. Sin is legitimatized if it has achieved the
desired end. In each case the desired
end has been used to justify the means used to achieve it. It is important to remember that in God’s
eyes the end never justifies the means.
Do you find yourself in agreement?
Thursday, January 10, 2013
Our Flirtation with Paganism
Over the
past fifty years we have been sliding down a slope into paganism. Over time the slope has appeared to become
steeper, the slide more rapid, and the descent more difficult to halt and
reverse. Its cessation requires a robust
faith, concentrated effort, and a strong voice countering evil. Whether as a society we any longer have the
will and the strength to reverse the slide is questionable.
The sad
fact is that we do not even know that we have adopted various forms of
paganism. But like the wolf in sheep’s
clothing we have too often become pagans in religious garb, namely by embracing
one of paganism’s most cherished tenets – fatalism.
Fatalism
holds to the belief that the God who created and sustains the universe has
become impotent, unable to contend against the societal forces arrayed against
him. As his power lessens, that of
paganism ascends. Our slide into
paganism is illustrative of the problem facing Christianity today. As mankind has become more self centered, as
we surrender ourselves to the way things are, as we become less shocked and
more complacent concerning the many facets of evil around us, our view of God
as active in all parts of the universe and particularly in the affairs of
history, diminishes. We become
accustomed to evil. When we lose our
moral outrage towards evil, believing that its practice in society is
inevitable, we fall prey to helplessness and despair. When we abandon the crime infested areas of
our inner cities as irredeemable places we conclude that God has limited power
to change things. The fatalistic
viewpoint that this is just the way things now are, and that we must learn to
live with it, comes straight out of paganism.
The
biblical picture is vastly different.
Nowhere in the pages of Scripture do we find fatalism advocated. We are constantly told that we have a choice:
“Choose life, not death!” “Choose whom
you will serve”. Instead of callousness
towards evil, which paganism embraces, we are called to moral indignation. But unless we have an all encompassing belief
in a God who acts, in a God who controls the affairs of history, we will find
ourselves grasping hold of paganism more than of God.
The early
church father, Tertullian, living in the days of pagan Rome ,
called for Christians to become the “soul” of the culture in which they
lived. He believed that the Church could
transform society in this way. He was
well aware that in so doing, he was calling Christians to a life of sacrifice,
even to the point of death. The Church
heeded his exhortation. It was a mere
century after his death that the Roman emperor Constantine converted to
Christianity.
The culture
in which we live is quite similar to that of Tertullian. Both cultures have experienced wide-spread
corruption and disregard for the sanctity of life. The early Christians, rejecting fatalism,
believed that God was calling them to redeem their culture. They took a stand for God, willing to risk
everything. Choosing God’s way always
requires risk, and it is in the area of risk where we often will discover where
our true allegiance lies. The acceptance
of risk requires faith. The question
before all of us is this: “Am I willing to step out in faith, much as Abraham
did when he left Ur of the Chaldees
for an unknown land, risking everything to stand against the evil in the
society around me?” To answer “No”
suggests we have transferred our allegiance to paganism, believing that it is
more powerful than God.
Thursday, January 3, 2013
Spiritual Tranquilizer
Thomas Merton, reflecting on the 1958 Christmas Address of
Pope John XXIII noted that
“Christ our Lord did not come to bring peace
to the world as a kind of spiritual tranquilizer. He brought to His disciples a vocation and a
task, to struggle in the world of violence to establish His peace, not only in
their own hearts but in society itself.
This was to be done not by wishing and fair words but by a total
interior revolution in which we abandoned the human prudence that is subordinated
to the quest for power, and followed the higher wisdom of love and of the
Cross.”
Although his words were written during the height of the
Cold War, they are as relevant today as they were then. We are still living in a world of
violence. We see the effects of
terrorism all around the world. We still
seek to obtain power, whether as religious right or left, as conservative or
liberal, or Republican or Democrat. We
are often asked to compromise our convictions.
We still find comfort in pursuing a tranquilizing peace that never quite
solves the problems we face. It doesn’t
appear that much has changed in the past fifty years.
The role of
a tranquilizer is to soothe over issues and reduce tension. While it covers over problems, it never
solves the basic issues. Merton’s
statement leads us to a probing question. To what extent do we seek peace as a
spiritual tranquilizer? If we do, we will
find ourselves eventually willing to accept “peace at any price”. And this leads us down the slippery slope
which ends up in a compromise with error and evil. Unfortunately it is all too easy to justify
this in the name of peace. The Old
Testament prophets excoriated the religious leaders who preached “peace, peace
when there was no peace”. We saw what occurred
when world leaders sought to appease Hitler during the 1930s. Many church leaders of his day also fell
under his charismatic leadership, refusing to take a stand against the Third
Reich as it became more and more evil.
But true
Christianity never makes compromise with evil in order to achieve peace. We see this in the life of Jesus. Even though it eventually cost Him his life, He
refused to go along with the religious leaders of His day whose teachings had
distorted God’s intent. We see the same
in the lives of His disciples when they declared “Which is right in God’s eyes: to listen to you, or to him? You be the judges!” (Acts 4:19b). And we also see it in the lives of the
Christian martyrs as they peacefully faced the wild animals and gladiators in
the arenas before the taunting on-looking crowds Refusing to worship the emperor and live in
peace, they gladly accepted death.
In the
spiritual realm, peaceful coexistence never seems to work. Those on the side of evil will almost always
come out ahead in the exchange. Despite
our vain attempts to coexist with the world, Satan will never play fair, always
manipulating things to his advantage. He
simply cannot be trusted.
As Merton
eloquently notes, God requires an interior revolution or transformation that
totally changes our character and our lives. This alone brings true peace, even
in the midst of violence, for it is an interior peace that only comes from a
total allegiance to and complete trust in God.
It relies upon complete dependence on Him. What kind of peace are we willing to live
with? Is it a tranquilized peace that lasts only for the moment?
Community Spirit
During the 19th century and first half of the 20th
century community spirit was much in vogue.
It was common for neighbors to help neighbors during times of need,
especially in rural America . Growing up during the latter years of this
period, before the radical shift to individualism occurred, I was fortunate
enough to witness this phenomenon. While
still a young boy, I had the privilege of attending a barn raising where
farmers from twenty miles around came together to help a neighbor to build a
new barn. As part of a threshing ring,
our family along with several others bought a threshing machine to harvest
grain. During the harvesting season, the
entire group would move from farm to farm, harvesting each farmer’s grain, the
men and boys working in the fields, the wives and girls cooking the meals. I have always felt privileged to have been
old enough to participate in this activity prior to its cessation from American
life. One spring, when my father was ill
and unable to prepare our fields for planting, several neighbors showed up one
Saturday morning with their tractors and plows to prepare the fields. These types of activities were common during
my youth.
Moving into
the latter half of the 20th century things radically changed with the rise of
both industrialization and individualism.
The urban flight to suburbia with its protected yards and garage door
openers, the vast increase in mechanized equipment on the farms, the shift in
attitude towards “doing one’s own thing” and “I’ve got to be me” all led us
away from community. Front porches, with
neighbors sitting on them and conversing, were replaced with decks in backyards,
resulting in further loss of community. Churches,
by en large, also succumbed to this loss, as, with better roads and faster
automobiles, coupled with the thrill of individualism, the concept of local
community churches disappeared. It is
not uncommon today for people to live thirty or more miles away from the church
where they worship. This makes community
life much more difficult.
The
emphasis upon individualism which began in the 1960s, moving through modernism
into the postmodern era has increasingly fractured society, with many today
feeling alone, aloof and disenfranchised.
The void that individualism brings can only be filled by community
because God, being triune, is in community, and expressed our need for human
community when he said “It is not good for man to be alone.” In constituting the church, God has chosen
the symbol of the body to illustrate its communal nature. We are called together, with the
understanding that we need each other to function properly.
The church,
because of its body structure, is poised to overturn the aloneness and
abandonment of our current individualistic society. As a caring community, it can reach out to
the world, meeting the needs we find there.
But community does not occur by osmosis.
It requires intentionality. It
will not occur without deliberate effort. To be successful, it will require men
and women coming together with the conviction that God has called them to such
an endeavor.
God calls
each of us to be a part of His redeeming community. He calls us to reach out to the alienated
world around us and draw them into His community, the church. But it will not happen unless we are willing
to abandon our own individualistic ways of living. It is only by our active involvement as the
body of Christ that others will find the Christian community attractive and
seek to enter. Are you willing to make
the effort?
Wednesday, December 5, 2012
The Piety of the Pious
The words “piety” and “pious” are not always the most
appreciated in our world today because in many persons’ eyes they are often
associated with hypocrisy and otherworldliness.
The pious person is often considered to be uninterested in this world,
to be prudish and one who seeks to seclude himself from society. Piety, because it has an introspective aspect
to it, appears to be somewhat selfish in orientation. Thus the pious person is seen as having
little interest in the plight of people around him, taking a passive approach
to issues and problems. His time and
energy is spent focusing on his own personal relationship with God. He is sometimes described as being so
heavenly minded as to be of no earthly good.
This is unfortunate since the description above describes false
piety. In reality, the true pious person
is just the opposite. He is one who is
in tune with and listens to the voice of God, responding accordingly. Rabbi Abraham Heschel, in his essay on piety included
in his collected essays “Moral Grandeur and Spiritual Audacity” notes that “The
pious man’s main interest is concern for the will of God, which thus becomes
the driving force controlling the course of his actions and decisions, molding
his aspirations and behavior.” Since God
is vitally interested in the affairs of mankind, the pious person has similar
interests. Heschel adds “Further, piety
is an attitude toward reality in its entirely.
It is alert to the dignity of every human being, and to those bearing
upon the spiritual value which even inanimate things inalienably possess. The pious man, being able to sense the
relations of things to transcendent values, will be incapable of disparaging
any of them by enslaving them to his own service.”
True piety
greatly affects one’s worldview and interaction with the world. Far from being other worldly and passive, the
pious person is actively involved in this world precisely because he is in tune
with God. He is vitally interested in
this world because God is interested in it.
He stands against oppression and brokenness because God stands against
them. He affirms human dignity because
God does. He engages his culture as did
the pious men of old, such as the Old Testament prophets, who affirmed what was
God pleasing in their society and condemned what wasn’t. He promotes the responsible use of resources,
believing that the creation mandate is one of stewardship, not dominion; one of
replenishment and restoration, not of misuse and neglect. Instead of being selfish, he selflessly serves
others using the gifts God has so graciously given him. His thoughts, his actions, his very being are
in tune with God. Piety is a mode of
living whereby we gravitate towards God.
As such it is related to holiness.
It is
precisely because a pious person is so consumed with the will of God that he
steps out in faith to engage his broken world.
Everything he says and does is evaluated reverently through the lens of
God’s eyes. To him, his interests and
desires are less important than is God’s will.
The attainments of the world and its beautiful trappings are rejected if
they are based on injustice and greed.
His love of God fuels compassion for the lost, the dispossessed, the
poor and the disenfranchised, allowing him to reach out to them with his time,
treasures and talents. He is willing to
share the resources at his disposal, believing that everything he has is a gift
from God. May we all be known for being
pious!
Thursday, November 29, 2012
The Other Big Fish Story
The Old Testament book of Jonah is
of interest for several reasons. The
story of Jonah and the whale is a popular Sunday School story. It is the story of a reluctant missionary who
has to get straightened out by God. It
is also a story that has messianic overtones, as Jesus’ time in the grave is
compared to Jonah’s time in the whale.
But there is one element, often overlooked, in the story of Jonah that
is important for us living in the twenty-first century.
Jonah’s
preaching was successful and the people living in the Assyrian capital of Nineveh
repented. As a result the city was spared,
much to Jonah’s consternation. But as
Jeremiah and Nahum point out in their prophecies one hundred plus years later, Assyria
was to be judged for their evil ways.
Approximately one hundred fifty years after Jonah, Nineveh
was destroyed.
Some
scholars believe that Jonah came to Nineveh
shortly after there had been three events the people would have considered as
omens of impending divine wrath. Within
a six year span Nineveh had experienced two major plagues and a total eclipse
of the sun. When Jonah appeared, they
were willing to listen to his message and repent.
How long their repentance lasted is uncertain. The prophecy of Nahum, one hundred years
later, pictures Nineveh as being
exceedingly morally corrupt and wicked. He
calls it a contemptible, bloody city full of lies and pillage.
There are two lessons to be learned
from Nineveh ’s demise: Their
conversion and repentance appear to be only skin deep. From Jeremiah and Nahum it appears the city
returned to its evil ways. They may have
changed their ways for a time, but their repentant lifestyle had little impact
on future generations. Within one
hundred years they were the same or worse than they had been in Jonah’s day.
Much is spoken today of a need in
our country to return to biblical principles.
But just as with Nineveh , a
return, without full-scale repentance, will have no lasting effect. It will merely put salve on the moral iniquity
of our times. We will get through the
immediate crisis only to fall back into the same old patterns of behavior.
Before we judge America
or the Ninevites too quickly, it is wise to look at ourselves. What attitude do we take towards the sin in
our lives? What is the character of our
repentance? Are we doing any better than
they did in inculcating the faith into our children? Do they see us actively living out the faith
we claim to follow?
How easy is it for us, like the
Ninevites, to repent when things are rough, and go back to normal once the
crisis has been resolved. It happened
time and again in the book of Judges. We
see it today in accounts of battered spouses, where the abuser repents of his
or her abuse, only to repeat the abuse shortly after being forgiven. It occurs in the vows we make: “God, I will
do such and such if You will only get me through this crisis”, only to soon
forget we ever said them. In effect,
each is a lie spoken only to get us out of trouble, quickly forgotten when
things settle down. When we do so, we
are effectively standing up and lying to the face of the Creator of the
universe. We can not get away with it
anymore than Nineveh did. What characterizes our relationship with God? Do our children see us as godly men and
women, and desire to follow our faith walk?
The Sounds of Silence
Over the past few weeks, following
the Benghazi attack, there has been
much in the media, the veracity of which is suspect, of a u-tube video as the
cause of the outbreak of violence.
Whether or not that video was the sparkplug, the mere fact that it has
been accused as being the cause points to the seriousness with which Muslims
consider an affront to Allah. We can ask
ourselves why Christians do not take similar action as our faith is bombarded
almost on a daily basis by the media and the Hollywood
elite. For the most part, we remain
strangely silent.
There may be several reasons for
this, some of which point to our having a weakened faith; others to having a
robust and active faith. Some will
remain silent because they do not want to get involved. They could really care less about what others
say about God as long as they are, for the most part, left alone. After all, just because they attend church,
it doesn’t mean that they are much different than their non Christian
neighbors. They don’t want to be
identified with those reactionary “Christian” nuts, and so remain silent.
Others don’t see God as active in
today’s world. To them, he is more of a
feeble retired grandfather who never-the-less cares for them as a loving
grandfather does his grandchildren.
Since God is no longer active, it’s best to not make waves, keeping
quiet. After all, if they get into
trouble for speaking out He won’t be able to help them.
The third group takes a strong
stand regarding the ranting against Christianity. Unfortunately, at times they can be as
obnoxious as their opponents. Just like
the Muslim radicals, they regard anything spoken against God as heresy. It almost seems that they must come to the
defense of God, only not quite as violently as the Muslim radicals often
do. Like the preceding group, they don’t
really believe that God is very active in the world today and needs their
help. The famous debate held in Ann
Arbor , Michigan during the
1960s between the death of God theologian Thomas Altizer and John Warwick
Montgomery is a case in point. Montgomery ,
treating Altizer as a heretic, totally destroyed him in the debate. But the
sympathy of the crowd was with Altizer.
There was no love shown.
A fourth group sees God as very
active in today’s world. He doesn’t need
our participation to defend Himself.
Since He is fully capable of defending Himself, they remain silent. Those holding this view would do well to
remember the words of the prophet Jeremiah when he decided to stop speaking the
Word of the Lord because of all the trouble it brought him. He concluded that he had to speak up because
not to do so was like having a fire gnawing at his bones, thus he had to speak
out, and did so.
The final group speaks up out of
the conviction of a sincere and robust faith.
Like the fourth group, they have a strong faith that God is in control
of history, guiding it to His ends. But how they speak up is vital. Their speech is seasoned with love. The more they are ridiculed, the more love
they show. They exemplify the song “They will know we are Christians by our Love”
As we look at our own lives, we
likely find ourselves emulating one of these positions. We can be silent, speak out rudely, or speak
out in the context of demonstrating God’s love to those against us. Which will it be?
Sunday, July 29, 2012
Why Pray When You Can Worry?
We live in times when apprehension is in the air. The direction of our country, high
unemployment, the state of our economy, the mortgage meltdown, the volatility
of the stock market and whether we will have enough income to sustain us
through our retirement years all cause us concern. Added to these are concerns about the global
economy, turmoil in the Middle East and global
terrorism. As parents, we are concerned
about our children. Will they turn out
ok, will they be successful in life, and will they continue to follow God,
etc? In our present job market, those
with jobs wonder if they might lose their jobs, and those without wonder will
they ever obtain one again. It seems
that we live in a fragile world. It is
no wonder that people living in today’s world are apprehensive.
We face the
danger at such times that our concerns will be transformed into worry. There is a vast difference between the two,
especially from a spiritual dimension.
Concern leads us to call out to God, believing that he is in control and
is directing the purpose of the world for his own glory and purpose. It leads us to prayer. Worry implies that he is an impotent God,
unable to control the human events that we see marching across the panorama of
the world’s stage. It takes us away from
prayer. Concern leads us to faith, worry
to doubt. A chapel talk I once heard,
titled “Why pray when you can worry?” dealt with this issue.
Excessive
worry is dysfunctional as it can become an anxiety disorder where a person’s
fears become crippling. Both imply a
total lack of faith in God. Without
faith, prayer becomes futile, as though merely talking to a blank wall. Why go thought the motion of attempting to
talk to a God who is powerless? Active
prayer requires an active faith in an active God. The Apostle Paul deals with this in his
letter to the church at Philippi which was experiencing
suffering for the sake of the gospel. He
tells them that prayer will lead to a peace that, though difficult to understand,
is the opposite of anxiety.
Sunday, July 8, 2012
Why We Shouldn't Pray
Why We Shouldn’t Pray
There are many books on prayer. A book search on prayer on Amazon brings up a large number of them, from how to books to the value of prayer. They range from intercessory prayer for others to the more personal aspect of how prayer affects us. Some speak of prayer as a power source, others focus on piety. It seems that whatever aspect anyone desires to seek about prayer, it is available. They all seem to focus on prayer as something we do. But I wonder if this current emphasis on prayer may not be detrimental to our spiritual lives, for it suggests that prayer is something that is outside of ourselves.
Many people
find prayer intimidating, especially public prayer. As a young man, I felt very inadequate
praying in prayer meetings, especially if the person who prayed before me
delivered a very eloquent prayer. He
knew how to pray and I didn’t
Unfortunately, in such situations prayer can become a kind of
showmanship – who is the better prayer. We
can become more concerned with how our prayers measure up than in being in
touch with God. In so doing, we lose the essence of what prayer is – an
intimate personal relationship with the living God.
In an interview reproduced in his
book Subversive Spirituality Eugene
Peterson has an interesting comment on prayer.
As a young teenager, he asked an elderly missionary who was staying with
his family while on sabbatical how he prayed.
The elderly man told him “I haven’t prayed in forty years!” Holding this missionary in high esteem,
Peterson was quite confused. He said it
took him several years to understand the wisdom of what had been told him. He
concluded “You see, anything he had told me I would have imitated. I would have done what he said he did and
thought that what’s prayer is. He risked
something to teach me what prayer was, and I’m glad he did.. Prayer wasn’t something he did – it was
something he was. He lived a life of
prayer.” Peterson came to realize that
there was more to prayer than technique.
It is not something we do from time to time. It is who we are. It is part of our spiritual DNA.
Looking at prayer in this light
helps us understand St Paul ’s
statement that we are to pray without ceasing, and the Psalmist’s that we are
to meditate day and night. Neither is
suggesting that we stop all other activities to live a kind of “holier than
thou” life of prayer. Both view prayer
as part of ordinary living that is carried on throughout the day. Whether we are at church or at home, at work
or at play, prayer should be a part of our life, for it is through prayer that
we are in constant communion with God.
Behind the viewpoint that prayer is
something we do is the assumption that these are the times we are in touch with
God and that there are other times when we are not. When not at prayer we are living on our own, as
though our spiritual cell phone has no signal.
Living out of touch with God leads to many of the condemnations of the
church as being hypocritical.
God desires that we be in constant
communion with him. An attitude of
prayer should pervade our lives. Prayer should
define who we are. It should be part of the essence of our being. It is
worthwhile examining our thoughts on prayer. Are we too concerned with
technique? Is it something we do or something we are
living?
Monday, May 28, 2012
I'm Sorry Mr. President, But I'm Busy
A recent article in the Jerusalem Post described the Israeli Prime Minister Netanyahu’s reinstituting a Bible study circle that included his family along with several biblical scholars and rabbis. This was a practice begun by former Prime Minister Ben-Gurion and continued under Prime Minister Begin. As the planned hour long meeting expanded to two hours upon his urging, Netanyahu stated that this was better than what he usually had to deal with. He noted that “Ben-Gurion and Begin believed that the Bible should be the heritage of the entire nation – secular and religious, young and old, men and women. The Bible is the foundation of our existence.” He added that the Bible also serves as a map and a compass. The journalist writing the article noted the difficulty Netanyahu has in trying to break away from the everyday concerns to study the Bible. He then recalled an incident occurring when Begin was prime minister. While in the midst of one of their studies, Begin received a message that President Carter was on the phone. He purportedly replied that he was in the middle of studying verses from Deuteronomy and that the President should call back in a couple of hours. His reply speaks volumes about what he felt was important in his life.
We can glean several applicable messages from this account. As Netanyahu states, the Bible is also our map and compass which explains why it is so important for us to study it. We would not think of taking a trip to an unfamiliar place without having a map or GPS with us. Do we take the same attitude regarding the Bible? A spiritual GPS is even more important as we travel on our road through life. It helps us stay on the right course. As Christians the Bible is also the foundation of our existence, not only as the people of God, but also of our nation which was birthed on Christian principles. But the foremost message which is applicable to us concerns its importance in our lives. Prime Minister Begin had a clear sense of priorities. For him the Scriptures were of highest importance. Its study was not to be interrupted. While there were things which were very important in his life, such as calls from US presidents, there were other things even more important, such as studying the Bible. On this he refused to compromise.
It is worthwhile looking at our own lives in comparison. Our lives are filled with busyness and important things – long days at work, lengthy commutes, transporting children to various events, worthwhile meetings to attend, and constant interruptions to our schedules. Does this drive us to spend more time with God, as John Wesley did arising three hours earlier to pray because of the hectic day ahead of him, or less? What do we drop when we find ourselves overextended? I fear that all too often it is the study of the Scriptures, at least I find it so in my life. It is much too easy to rationalize, with good intentions, “I will read it later”, and then find that the later opportune time never seems to arrive. Unfortunately this says more about what my true priorities are than I would like to admit. It says I have not actively made it a priority. Instead I will try to fit it into my schedule. It raises the question: “Which is more important, God or my schedule?” How important is the Bible in your life? As you examine your own priorities, whom do you find yourself identifying with, Prime Minister Begin or me?
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
The Hypocrisy of False Logic
It has come
to my attention that the actions of many individuals and organizations in our
world today are totally opposite to their philosophical worldviews. For instance, it escapes reason why an ardent
evolutionist would be concerned at all with the threatened extinction of a
particular species. After all, if humans
and animals are merely the outcome of evolutionary processes, there is no basis
for our concern for other species. If,
in the history of the world, survival of the fittest reigns, then a concerted
attempt to protect an endangered species flies in the face of the Law of the Survival
of the Fittest. Attempted manipulation of the natural order is uncalled for. On the basis of evolution, there is no reason
to be concerned about the threatened demise of any species.
The same
can be said for the organization PETA (People for the Ethical Treatment of
Animals), one of whose founders said regarding humans “A rat is a pig is a dog
is a boy.” If, as she says, humans are
just another mammal, there is no basis for us to have any more ethical concerns
for other animals than they do for us. After
all, in the eyes of PETA, being mere animals, our attitude towards them should
be no different than that of the lion in his concern for the wellbeing of an
ill wildebeest that he has cornered.
Life is nothing more than kill or be killed, eat or be eaten. Yet they condemn others for how they treat
animals.
Since
people holding these views still have concerns for the safety and well being of
members of the animal kingdom, there must be something beyond evolution in our
makeup. We did not just happen by
chance. The fact that we humans have
moral and ethical concerns shows our distinctiveness from the rest of the
animal kingdom. Having been created by a
moral and ethical God, he has imbued us with a moral nature. This nature instills in our heart a concern
for others, including animals.
Unfortunately,
being fallen humans, we find ourselves at times demonstrating as much hypocrisy
as do the ardent evolutionists and members of PETA. We don’t live up to the standards and values of
the positions we hold. We claim to be
children of God, yet don’t live out our lives as he expects his children to
live. We claim that we are all created in
the image of God, yet often treat others as if they aren’t. We can find ourselves lying and cheating if
it is to our own advantage, irregardless of their effect upon others. A recent news article suggested that waiters
and waitresses most dread the Sunday afternoon churchgoing crowd due to the
unchristian attitudes they display.
Hypocrisy
is never attractive. It questions our
truthfulness regarding the values we proclaim to hold and discredits our
integrity. It destroys our relationships
with others. It destroys our credibility
and our witness, with the result that everything we say and do is discounted
and our motives questioned. It puts us
in the position of being untrustworthy.
How we
treat and act toward others should be a mirror image of our attitude towards
God. He calls us to know and love
him. Our love towards God should impact
our love of neighbor as the summary of the Ten Commandments suggests. We are to love both God and neighbor. It is worth asking ourselves once in awhile:
“Is the love I show God the same as the love I show my neighbor?” Hopefully the answer is “Yes”!
Thursday, April 26, 2012
Sensational Lies
Sensationalism sells.
We all enjoy a little of it from time to time, for it can break up the
mundane daily grind which we so often experience as we go through life. Sensationalism
often approaches us through curiosity.
It is the curiosity factor of headlines like “Woman Gives Birth to Three
Headed Baby” which keeps the tabloids selling in the grocery store checkout
lanes. Our curiosity fuels the
paparazzi’s drive to provide us with tidbits on the latest doings of the Hollywood
stars and starlets. The sensational
headlines arrest our wandering attention.
Sensationalism
also gives us news, particularly of catastrophic and other noteworthy
events. But too often, as in the case of
the earliest reports of the Trayvon Martin case, they take great liberties with
the truth. I experienced this during my
college years in the 1960s while attending a small college located in a rural community
who’s Main Street , about
four blocks long, dead-ended at one end of town and ran twenty miles out in the
country at the other end. On the first warm evening of spring the power to both
the college and the town was knocked out.
Students swarmed out of their dorms, eventually ending up at an
intersection at the edge of town where a few minor skirmishes occurred. The following day rumors were running rampant
that the students were going to riot downtown that evening, smashing all the
storefronts. As a result county
patrolmen from the surrounding sheriff’s departments were brought in to quell
any disturbances. That evening a crowd
of people gathered in the downtown area.
Half of them were townspeople curious as to what might happen, the other
half students, also curious as to what would happen. And then there were a dozen drunken students
standing at an intersection, where traffic was directed by a county sheriff, located
one-half block downhill from where my friends and I were standing. When the sheriff stopped traffic to let the
cross traffic proceed, these students threw up their hands, yelled and crossed
the street. After a few times of doing
this, one of them yelled “I dropped my glasses” and they all started milling
around in the street. The sheriff, with
three squirts of mace, broke it up, and the “riot” was over. As we talked with him afterwards (one of my
friends was his nephew) he indicated the entire situation hadn’t amounted to
much. The headlines of the paper the
following day read “1500 Students Test Riot Police”. We gathered clippings from all the newspapers
in a 150 mile radius, reading them out loud that night amidst gales of
laughter. The all carried sensational
headlines. From this I learned to avoid
taking news accounts at face value. They
are written to sell papers more than providing truth. When reading sensational headlines it is very
easy to jump to false conclusions.
It is
unfortunate that in the church we can find ourselves guilty of the same. It
most often takes the form of gossip.
Gossip is exciting and we can’t wait to share it with someone else. It also feeds on curiosity. We hear something about another person and
pass it on to others as gospel truth, without checking up on the facts. In so doing, we can destroy relationships and
even lives. Once it is spread it can’t
be controlled. We can’t take it back. Therefore it is important for us to avoid
succumbing to the sensationalism bug. If
we have, we need to repent and ask forgiveness.
Have you ever been bitten by this bug?
Is it still biting you?
Thursday, March 29, 2012
The War on Words
We live in
an era of an advanced war on words. The
meaning of words is constantly being redefined.
We live in a world where the exchange between Alice and Humpty Dumpty
over the meaning of words occurs daily.
There are also many today who are attempting to redefine freedom of religion as freedom of worship, claiming that they are the same. But there is a vast gulf between them. Freedom of worship gives us the right to freely attend the place of worship of our choice for one hour a week. I can express my religious vies in church, but someone else can tell me what should influence my life and beliefs the rest of the week. It offers no protection during the remaining 167 hours of the week. My religious values and conscientious stance can be negated once I am outside the confines of the church building. Using the analogy of clothing for religious values, it would be like having to strip at the church doors and walk out into the parking lot naked, remaining that way until reentering the church the following Sunday. Effectively this is what the redefinition of religious freedom to be freedom of worship does.
Freedom of religion, on the other hand, is concerned with the living of all of life based on religious convictions and moral values. It affects all areas of our lives, day in and day out. It allows us to make choices based upon our religious convictions without fearing consequences.
It is unfortunate that in the latter half of the twentieth century many Christians acted more as if they had freedom of worship, with their religious life having a negligible impact of their daily lives. If we continue to live this way, the attempted redefinition will become the new definition. Those who base their lives on religious convictions will then suffer the most. It is time to actively pursue what we want. Is it freedom of worship or freedom of religion?
Thursday, March 1, 2012
The Cost of the Loss
of Dignity
The Jewish
rabbi and moral philosopher, Abraham Heschel, speaking of mankind notes that
“The cardinal problem is not the survival of
religion, but the survival of man. What
is required is a continuous effort to overcome hardness of heart, callousness,
and above all to inspire the world with the biblical image of man, not to
forget that man without God is a torso, to prevent the dehumanization of
man. For the opposite of human is not
the animal. The opposite of human is the
demonic.”
Having escaped Warsaw , Poland
just six weeks before the Nazis began their extermination of the European Jews,
he mused that “I am a brand plucked from the fire of an altar of Satan on which
millions of human lives were exterminated to evil’s greater glory…” Nazism continued the process begun with the
Enlightenment to exterminate Judaism, Christianity and the Bible from society. Although it ultimately failed, the process
continues today in academia’s, the media’s and Hollywood ’s
portrayal of Christianity as laughable, something to be scorned and done away
with. The derision and scorn heaped upon
Tim Tebow during the Denver Bronco’s somewhat miraculous 2011 season point to
how much Christianity is despised in media circles. Bill Maher was quoted in Newsweek stating “Plain fact is, religion must die for mankind to
live. The hour is getting very late to be able to indulge in having key
decisions made by religious people.” He
likens the decisions made by religious people to the reading of entrails.
The loss of
religion in decision making inevitably leads to depersonalization. Mankind is seen as merely a cog in a great
social machine. His value is tied to his
worth. People without worth, such as the
elderly, those with special needs, etc. have no value and can be cast aside.
Those who
discount Christianity, have also done away with the Christian worldview of the
nature of man. Though fallen, there
still remains in mankind the vestigial image of God. Though a poor reflection of what was originally
intended, it still remains. This gives
all people, whatever their race, creed, status, age or condition, dignity which
must be affirmed and preserved. One of
the churches’ Mission should be to
see that everyone’s dignity is affirmed.
As our modern world turns away from human dignity, this may prove to be
the place where Christianity will see its greatest opportunity for advance in
the twenty-first century.
Heschel’s
assertion that the loss of human dignity ushers in the demonic is worthy of
consideration. Satan’s goal is to
destroy the image which God has placed in us.
His continual attempts to persuade us that we are mere animals through
the view that we are merely an evolutionary by-product, through the callousness
of abortion, through the utilitarian viewpoint that the aged and disabled are
expendable, causes modern man’s view of dignity to fade over time. Dignity is further lessened as relationships
are destroyed, for dignity requires being in relationship with both God and our
fellow man. This loss of relationship is
seen in the tragedies of divorce, particularly when women and their children
are left destitute, and in spousal abandonment. In each case relationships are destroyed and
the persons cast off are left questioning their own worth.
God desires
that we be in relationship with Him and each other. He created us for that purpose, giving us
dignity. But for many, living in this
disruptive, squalid world, dignity has been lost. Part of the restoration with God involves the
restoration of the human person. Are you willing to fight for human dignity?
Saturday, February 11, 2012
Picking up the
gauntlet
The recent edict by the Health and
Human Services Department regarding the effects of the health care law on
religious organizations should be of great concern to all Christians. It narrowly interprets which religious
institutions can avoid having to include services such as sterilization,
contraceptives and abortion causing drugs at no cost in the health care plans
offered to their employees. Only those
religious institutions (i.e. churches) whose purpose is to inculcate their moral
values to their own members and primarily only employ and serve their members
can quality for an exemption to the law.
The schools, hospitals and social programs run by religious
organizations are not exempt and must follow the ruling. While its provisions are most onerous to and
have the greatest impact on Catholic churches and institutions who prohibit
such practices in their moral teaching, the mandate has the great potential of
negatively impacting all Christian organizations, Catholic and Protestant who
serve the public. This has dire
consequences particularly on those who minister to others though social
programs, such as food and clothing banks, homeless shelters, tutoring or
counseling programs, etc. and who desire to avoid providing such health care benefits
as a matter or conscience. In effect,
any church which has any type of outreach program which employs people for that
purpose could come under the hegemony of the federal health care law and be
forced to either drop their health care plans and pay hefty fines to the
government, or provide for these health care services. The administration’s opposition to the recent
Supreme Court decision which guaranteed that church organizations alone can
decide whom to hire and fire raises further questions as to how the government
will further interpret the HHS ruling. This
matter is of grave concern since at its heart, Christianity is concerned with
evangelism and missions. The Benedictine
Belmont Abbey College
has already indicated that it may close its doors rather than comply with the
law if it doesn’t receive a waiver. Several religious adoption agencies have
closed their doors rather than adopt to same sex couples. How
many religious hospitals and schools will follow suit? It has been noted that under these narrow
guidelines for exemptions not even the ministry of Jesus and his disciples
would qualify for an exemption of the law.
The administration’s decision to
deny the constitutional rights of deeply held convictions and religious liberty
requires one of two responses. We can
acquiesce to the new mandate, deciding to do nothing. But if we do so, we must ask ourselves the
disturbing questions “What’s next? Where
do I draw the line, if not here?” For it
is likely that we will soon face another challenge to our faith. Or we can join those who for reasons of
conscience are fighting the effects of the edict, taking a firm stand of
solidarity with them in their efforts to overturn this attack upon religious
institutions. The Lutheran theologian
Martin Niemöller, reflecting on the Nazi purging of various groups within Germany
spoke the following:
First they
came for the Communists, and I did not speak out --
Because I was not a Communist.
Because I was not a Communist.
Then they
came for the Trade Unionists, and I did not speak out --
Because I was not a Trade Unionist.
Because I was not a Trade Unionist.
Then they
came for the Jews, and I did not speak out --
Because I was not a Jew.
Because I was not a Jew.
Then they
came for the Catholics, and I did not speak out –
Because I
was a Protestant.
Then
they came for me – and there was no one left to speak for me.
The gauntlet has been thrown down. Who will pick it up?
Saturday, January 28, 2012
Spiritual
Tranquilizer
Thomas
Merton, reflecting on the 1958 Christmas Address of Pope John XXIII noted that
“Christ our Lord did not come to bring peace
to the world as a kind of spiritual tranquilizer. He brought to His disciples a vocation and a
task, to struggle in the world of violence to establish His peace, not only in
their own hearts but in society itself.
This was to be done not by wishing and fair words but by a total
interior revolution in which we abandoned the human prudence that is subordinated
to the quest for power, and followed the higher wisdom of love and of the
Cross.”
Although his words were written during the height of the
Cold War, they are as relevant today as they were then. We are still living in a world of
violence. We see the effects of
terrorism all around the world. We still
seek to obtain power, whether as religious right or left, as conservative or
liberal, or Republican or Democrat. We
still find comfort in pursuing a tranquilizing peace that never quite solves
the problems we face. It doesn’t appear
that much has changed in the past fifty years.
The role of
a tranquilizer is to soothe over issues and reduce tension. While it covers over problems, it never
solves the basic issues. Merton’s
statement leads us to a probing question. To what extent do we seek peace as a
spiritual tranquilizer? If we do, we will
find ourselves eventually willing to accept “peace at any price”. And this leads us down the slippery slope
which ends up in a compromise with error and evil. Unfortunately it is all too easy to justify
this in the name of peace. The Old
Testament prophets excoriated the religious leaders who preached “peace, peace
when there was no peace”. We saw what
occurred when world leaders sought to appease Hitler during the 1930s. Many church leaders of his day also fell
under his charismatic leadership, refusing to take a stand against the Third
Reich as it became more and more evil.
But true
Christianity never makes compromise with evil in order to achieve peace. We see this in the life of Jesus. Many of the teachings of the religious
leaders of his day had distorted God’s intent.
Even though it eventually cost him his life, Jesus refused to go along
with them in order to have peace. We see
the same in the lives of his disciples when they declared “Judge for yourselves
whether it is right in God’s sight to obey you rather than God.” (Acts 4:19 ).
And we also see it in the lives of the Christian martyrs as they faced
the wild animals and gladiators in the arenas before the taunting on-looking
crowds Refusing to worship the emperor
and live in peace, they gladly accepted death.
In the
spiritual realm, peaceful coexistence never seems to work. Those on the side of evil will almost always
come out ahead in the exchange. Despite
our vain attempts to coexist with the world, Satan will never play fair, always
manipulating things to his advantage. He
simply cannot be trusted.
As Merton
eloquently notes, God requires an interior revolution or transformation that
totally changes our character and our lives. This alone brings true peace, for
it is an interior peace that only comes from a total allegiance to and complete
trust in God. It relies upon complete
dependence on him. It requires us to be
Christians in action, not just in name.
What kind of peace are you willing to live with?
Sunday, December 4, 2011
Being Part of God's Community
During the 19th century and first half of the 20th
century community spirit was much in vogue.
It was common for neighbors to help neighbors during times of need,
especially in rural America . Growing up during the latter years of this
period, before the radical shift to individualism occurred, I was fortunate
enough to witness this phenomenon. While
still a young boy, I had the privilege of attending a barn raising where
farmers from twenty miles around came together to help a neighbor to build a
new barn. As part of a threshing ring,
our family along with several others bought a threshing machine to harvest
grain. During the harvesting season, the
entire group would move from farm to farm, harvesting each farmer’s grain, the
men and boys working in the fields, the wives and girls cooking the meals.
I have always felt privileged to have been old enough to participate in
this activity prior to its cessation from American life. One spring, when my father was ill and unable
to prepare our fields for planting, several neighbors showed up one Saturday
morning with their tractors and plows to plow the fields. These types of activities were common during
my youth.
Moving into
the latter half of the 20th century things radically changed with the rise of
both industrialization and individualism.
The urban flight to suburbia with its protected yards and garage door
openers, the vast increase in mechanized equipment on the farms, the shift in
attitude towards “doing one’s own thing” and “I’ve got to be me” all led us
away from community. Front porches, with
neighbors sitting on them conversing, were replaced with decks in backyards,
resulting in further loss of community. Churches,
by en large, also succumbed to this loss as, with better roads and faster
automobiles being coupled with the thrill of individualism, the concept of
local community churches disappeared. It
is not uncommon today for people to live twenty or thirty miles away from the
church where they worship.
The emphasis
upon individualism which began in the 1960s, moved through modernism into the
postmodern era, has increasingly fractured society, with many today feeling
alone, aloof and disenfranchised. The
void that individualism brings can only be filled by community because God,
being triune, is in community and expressed the need for human community when
he said “It is not good for man to be alone.”
In establishing the covenant with Israel
he established a community. In
constituting the church, God chose the symbol of the body to illustrate its
communal nature. We are called together,
with the understanding that we need each other to function properly.
The church,
because of its body structure, is poised to overturn the aloneness and
abandonment of our current individualistic society. As a caring community, it can reach out to
the world, meeting the needs of the people we find there. But community does not occur by osmosis. It requires intentionality. It will not occur without deliberate effort.
To be successful, it will require men and women coming together with the
conviction that God has called them to such an endeavor.
But the
church is only made up of individuals; individuals who must desire to be a part
of community if we are to make a difference.
As both individuals and as a community we can express warmth and love to
those whose lives have been fractured, pointing them to God’s kingdom. But it requires a decision: Am I willing to abandon my own individualism
for the good of God’s community?
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